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The heat was more oppressive than I'd given it credit for, or perhaps the task of repairing the tent had demanded more from me than I'd anticipated. The evidence was unmistakable—a sweat-soaked shirt clinging uncomfortably to my skin as I made my way back into the tent's dubious shelter. Paul's passing figure caught my eye, his movement towards the suitcases sparking a flicker of curiosity within me. There was an oddness to him, a detachment that seemed to mirror his brother's in ways I was only beginning to understand.

As I watched him momentarily, lost in whatever thoughts or distractions held his gaze, I couldn't help but draw parallels between the brothers. He really is just as odd as his brother, the thought echoed in my mind, a mix of bemusement and intrigue colouring my perception.

Turning my attention away from Paul, I sought out the small comfort of a fresh t-shirt from my case. The act of changing shirts was momentarily grounding, pulling my focus from the complexities of our interactions to the simple, physical sensation of removing the damp fabric. Yet, the action was not without its discomfort; a sharp twinge of pain lanced through my chest, a reminder of the injury concealed beneath.

"Hey, Jamie?" Paul's voice cut through the moment, casual yet carrying an undercurrent of something I couldn't quite place. My response was almost automatic, a surge of panic tightening my chest. Did Paul notice? The question raced through my mind, the fear of my secret being exposed momentarily overwhelming.

A soft gasp of pain slipped out as I wrestled the fresh shirt over my head, the fabric brushing against the tender area a sharp contrast to the mental turmoil swirling within. I steadied myself, pushing past the pain and the fear, to answer him. "Yeah," my voice emerged, more controlled than I felt, a façade of calm belying the storm of emotions and physical discomfort that vied for dominance within me.

"What did you like least about life back on Earth?" Paul's inquiry, unexpected and laden with curiosity, momentarily transported me from the immediate concerns of our predicament. A mix of surprise and a faint sense of relief washed over me, his question offering a brief respite, a gateway to reflections on a life now far removed from our current reality. "Hmm," I mused aloud, taking a moment to gather my thoughts, the question prompting a deep dive into memories I hadn't sifted through in some time. I turned to face him, "Not sure. Life was pretty good."

Paul's reaction was immediate, his expression lighting up with a blend of surprise and perhaps a hint of intrigue. It seemed my response had caught him off guard, an indication of the preconceptions he might have harboured about me, possibly influenced by whatever narratives Luke had shared.

I watched Paul carefully, mulling over the dynamics at play. It wasn't entirely surprising that he might have expected a different answer. The bonds between siblings often included a shared repository of stories and impressions, and it was evident that Paul and Luke were no exception. Yet, everyone's story is layered, unique to their own experiences and perceptions, including mine. A subtle grin began to form as I contemplated his expectations. "Were you expecting something different?" I prodded gently, curious about the assumptions he might have made.

Paul's reaction was almost immediate, his face flushing with a mix of embarrassment and perhaps a touch of regret at the direction of the conversation. "I... uh... that's not what I meant," he managed to stammer out, revealing his discomfort.

"Really?" My tone was light, playful even. "Then what did you mean?" I pressed, not to embarrass him further but to encourage a deeper exchange, to perhaps peel back another layer of our burgeoning understanding of each other.

"I mean..." Paul began again, his hesitation a clear sign of his internal struggle to articulate his thoughts.

"Hmm," I interjected, drawing out the moment with a teasing lilt to my voice. I settled myself beside Paul on the mattress, a silent invitation for him to continue, to share more of his thoughts.

"We get to leave all of the dramas of Earth life behind and start fresh," Paul said, his voice carrying a note of excitement that seemed to illuminate his face. The sincerity in his expression struck me, revealing a depth of belief in the potential of our dire situation that I hadn't fully appreciated before. He really believes it, a realisation that piqued my interest and left me eager to delve deeper into his perspective. "Go on," I encouraged, genuinely intrigued by his line of thought.

Paul, animated by the encouragement, didn't miss a beat. "Think about it. We don't have to go to work. I mean, yeah, we may need to 'work' here so that we don't die, but it's not the same thing as having set hours working for someone else." His distinction between the survival efforts required in our current predicament and the structured, often monotonous nature of employment back on Earth resonated with a part of me that had long chafed under those very constraints.

"And?" I pressed, sensing there was more to his vision than just an escape from the nine-to-five grind. His earlier distraction now made sense to me as the outline of a dream rather than mere disengagement from our reality.

"And," he continued, each word thoughtful as if he were piecing together the vision in real-time, "we get to leave all the annoying, stupid people behind. All the politics. All the stupid rules." His critique of Earth's societal flaws was blunt, echoing sentiments I'd often heard, sometimes voiced, sometimes left unspoken, but always simmering beneath the surface of day-to-day frustrations.

Wow! The comparison to Luke was unavoidable in my mind at that moment. I didn't realise Luke and Paul were twins! The thought was both amusing and enlightening, offering a new layer of understanding to the brothers' dynamic.

"And family?" I queried, curious to see how he reconciled this utopian vision with the more personal, intricate ties that bound us to others.

"Not necessarily," he replied, the caveat hanging between us like an unspoken challenge.

"How so?" I asked, needing him to elucidate on this point that seemed both radical and fraught with ethical complexities.

"What if we created a new civilisation here? One where we could bring only the family we wanted? Only the people who would participate and contribute productively to the society?" His proposal was ambitious, a bold imagining of a community built not on the happenstance of birth or geography but on shared values and mutual effort.

Paul's words lingered in the air, a vision of a new world order that was as tantalising as it was troubling. People are stupid, sure, but does that really warrant such drastic measures? The gravity of what he was suggesting weighed heavily on me. Is it really our responsibility to play God and decide who is a worthy citizen and who isn't? The simplicity of his solution belied the complex web of moral and ethical questions it raised. Life just isn't that simple, a counterpoint to Paul's dream that echoed silently within me, a reminder of the inherent messiness of human existence and the danger of oversimplification.

"Don't you think that's even a little exciting?" Paul persisted, his enthusiasm undimmed by my skepticism. "Don't you get it? We can create our own rules. Our own culture. Our own society." His words, so full of hope and determination, struck a chord within me, albeit one that resonated with caution and doubt rather than excitement.

Yet I was caught off guard by the audacity of Paul's vision, a vision that challenged the very foundations of what society had taught us back on Earth. His ideas, though radical, sparked an undeniable curiosity within me. Yet, the reality of our current predicament cast a long shadow over his optimistic projections. I fixed my gaze on him, searching his eyes for any sign of doubt. "After last night, do you really believe all of that is true?" My voice was laced with challenge, seeking to probe the depth of his conviction.

"I do," Paul replied, his confidence unshaken, a stark contrast to the tumultuous night we had just endured. His belief in the potential of our situation, in the face of such adversity, was both baffling and, in some strange way, admirable.

"As soon as Luke returns, I'm going to try and leave Clivilius again," I declared scornfully, a mix of frustration and resignation in my tone. I let myself fall back onto the mattress, seeking solace in the brief escape that closing my eyes offered. My arms settled behind my head, a makeshift cushion against the hard reality that surrounded us. Paul's relentless optimism was grating on me, his voice a constant reminder of our dire situation. Perhaps if I ignore him, he might just go away, I mused silently, a desperate thought born of a desire for peace, however fleeting.

And then, after several minutes filled with sighs and Paul's contemplative 'aha's,' the tent fell silent. Paul had left, granting me the solitude I had yearned for. Yet, the quiet also left room for reflection on the conversation we'd just had. Despite my resistance to his ideas, Paul's perspective lingered in the back of my mind, a nagging reminder that perhaps there was more to our situation than mere survival. His departure left me alone with my thoughts, the silence a waiting canvas upon which the possibilities of what could be painted a complex and uncertain future.


"There's nothing else to do," my words carried a note of resignation as I settled beside the river, adopting a cross-legged position in the dust next to Paul. The landscape before us, both barren and beautiful, offered little in the way of distraction or purpose.

"Well," Paul began, his tone deliberate and thoughtful, "We could do with a place near the Portal where Luke can deliver things. We can then work out what to do with them." His suggestion, seemingly out of the blue, caught me off guard.

I turned to him, my expression one of bewilderment. "Well, that seems a bit random," I remarked, the idea striking me as a sudden leap from our current state of aimlessness.

Paul chuckled, a sound that carried a lightness we'd been missing. "It does a bit, doesn't it?" His admission, coupled with the gentle humour in his voice, coaxed a smile from me. Despite everything, Paul's relentless drive to find purpose, to plan for a future uncertain as it was, reminded me of the resilience of the human spirit.

Lost in thought, I gazed at the river's gentle flow, the water moving with a purpose that seemed to mock our current predicament. The notion of being permanently marooned in Clivilius was a weight I wasn't ready to bear, yet the idea of engaging in some form of project, as Paul suggested, offered a distraction—a way to mark the time with something other than my own thoughts.

"I guess it would give us something to do," I conceded after a moment, careful to temper my response. I wanted to offer Paul neither false hope nor outright dismissal, navigating the fine line between encouragement and realism.

Paul's enthusiasm was undeterred, his voice gaining momentum as he elaborated on his idea. "And not just finding a good spot. Getting Luke to leave whatever he brings through the Portal in a single spot, will give us something to do to move it." His plan, while simple, had a certain appeal—a concrete task in a reality that often felt disconcertingly abstract.

"And," I found myself saying, drawn in by the infectious nature of his optimism, "Luke is very intelligent, but he can also be a bit of a scatterbrain."

"Totally!" Paul agreed, his voice laced with a mixture of affection and frustration at Luke's idiosyncrasies. "I don't think it's wise for us to trust Luke to establish a settlement properly." The shared understanding, a rare moment of alignment in our outlooks, felt like a small victory.

With a newfound sense of purpose, however temporary, I rose to my feet and offered Paul a hand up.

"You coming then?" I called back, already moving towards the task ahead, the possibility of action a welcome change from the inertia that had gripped me. "It was your idea after all."

Without waiting for Paul to catch up, I set off towards the Portal with a brisk pace, my steps fuelled by a mix of determination and a need to occupy my mind. The sight of the large, translucent screen of the Portal, as it gradually came into view, served as a stark reminder of the strange reality we found ourselves in. I couldn't help but liken our current endeavour to the childhood adventures of building dens—full of enthusiasm and imagination, yet tinged with the innocence of believing in temporary escapes. This exercise, I reminded myself, was merely a distraction, a way to pass the time. Despite the momentary engagement, my resolve remained unchanged: When Luke returns, I'm going home.

Encountering a hand-sized rock that nearly sent me tumbling, I seized it in a reflexive grasp. The rock, jagged and solid under my fingers, served an unexpected purpose as I used its pointed end to etch a boundary in the loose dust. The site I had selected for our task was ideally situated: it was close enough to the Portal screen to offer convenience, yet far enough to maintain a respectful distance from the mystical threshold that connected worlds.

As Paul's uneven steps heralded his arrival, my attention shifted from the ground to his figure. I watched him, noting the determination in his movements as he began to gather larger rocks, methodically arranging them into a neat pile at one end of the line I had drawn. A spark of admiration flickered within me as I observed his actions—Hmm, not a bad idea, I mused internally. It was a simple gesture, but in the context of our shared endeavour, it felt significant. Paul's initiative, albeit silent, spoke volumes, encouraging me to engage with the task with a renewed sense of purpose.

The dust around us stirred with our movements, creating a subtle dance of particles in the sunlight. I found myself drawn into the rhythm of our shared task, moving alongside Paul to mark out the boundaries more clearly. With each rock we placed, a silent camaraderie built between us, underscored by the soft thuds of stones settling against the earth.

Together, we worked in silent agreement, each action synchronised as if by an unspoken understanding. We placed rock piles at each corner of the outlined area and spaced them at regular intervals along its perimeter, forming a tangible marker of our efforts. The physicality of the work, the weight of the rocks in my hands, and the dust clinging to my skin grounded me in the moment.

Stepping back, I took a moment to assess what we had accomplished. The boundary we had marked out in the dust was now clearly defined, a testament to our combined efforts under the unforgiving Clivilius sun. The perimeter stood out against the backdrop of the barren landscape, a small patch of order amidst the vast unknown.

"There," Paul stated, a hint of satisfaction in his voice as he wiped away the sweat that had gathered on his brow from the exertion and heat.

"Looks alright," I acknowledged, my gaze still fixed on the boundary we had created. The pragmatic part of me appreciated the tangible result of our labour, even if part of me remained detached from the enthusiasm that Paul exuded. "You got a name for it?" I asked, curious despite myself about what Paul would come up with.

"Hmm," he hesitated, taking a brief pause to mull over his response. After a moment's thought, he seemed to reach a decision. "Yes. The Clivilius Delivery Drop Zone," he declared, a sense of achievement lighting up his face with an almost childlike pride.

The name, earnest yet undeniably grandiose, caught me off guard, and I couldn't suppress the laughter that bubbled up from within. It was a laugh not of mockery, but one born from the sheer unexpectedness and the peculiar charm of Paul's naming convention. His enthusiasm, so pure and unguarded, made the name 'The Clivilius Delivery Drop Zone' sound both utterly absurd and endearingly appropriate.

"What?" Paul looked at me, a blend of confusion and amusement on his face.

"Nothing. It's as good a name as any," I managed between chuckles, my laughter fading into a soft smile. Deep down, I was reminded of the fleeting nature of my presence here, the internal reminder that I was planning to leave Clivilius at the first opportunity. Yet, as I spoke, a knot of discomfort tightened in my stomach—a silent acknowledgment of the bond forming, however reluctantly, between Paul and me. "But I'll just call it the Drop Zone for short," I added, an attempt to bridge my practicality with Paul's vision.

"Drop Zone," Paul echoed, a grin spreading across his face. "I like it."

A small smile found its way to my lips as I watched Paul bask in the simple joy of the moment. At least one of us seems to be happy here, I thought, the observation carrying a mix of resignation and a begrudging appreciation for Paul's ability to find a sliver of contentment in our challenging circumstances.

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