18. Hollow Specimen

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You said, “Hold still, this won’t take long”
Said you’d fix what I got wrong
Pinned a smile across my face
Cut me open, called it grace

Careful hands, a practiced eye
Measured out what gets to die
Took the parts you couldn’t frame
Left a body, kept my name

You called it art, you called it truth
I felt the knife, I watched you choose

Now I’m your perfect little specimen
Stitched up tight, posed again
Glass eyes shining, but they don’t see
All that’s left is what you need

Paint me real, make me right
Keep me frozen in your light
Say I’m better this way: don’t lie
I’m just hollow dressed alive

Stripped me down to hide and bone
Scraped out everything I own
Stuffed me full of what you want
Silence packed into my lungs

Turn me slightly, fix my jaw
Hide the seams you never saw
Every thread a quiet scream
Every pose a broken dream

You step back, admire your work
Never see the way it hurts

Now I’m your perfect little specimen
Stitched up tight, posed again
Glass eyes shining, but they don’t see
All that’s left is what you need

Paint me real, make me right
Keep me frozen in your light
Say I’m better this way: don’t lie
I’m just hollow dressed alive

Do you hear me in the walls?
In the silence when night falls?
All the parts you threw away
Still remember yesterday

You couldn’t love what I had been
So you made me still and thin
But you never brought me back
You just learned to hide the lack

Look at me
your masterpiece
Look at me
empty

Now I’m your perfect little specimen
Stitched up tight, posed again
Glass eyes shining, but they don’t see
There’s no one left inside of me

Frame me up, call it life
Dress the wound, disguise the knife
Say I’m yours, say I’m complete
I’m just something you can keep

You call it love
I call it death

You kept the skin
and lost the rest.

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